Empty

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I dreamt of this time for years now.
Being alone.
Not rushing.
A whole day
To think,
To write.

And now I have this much time
But somehow I can’t think
And the words won’t come out.
I can only feel
Your absence
As I walk alone
Leisurely.

What do I do with this much time
In my hands?

It’s only been three days
But it feels like ages
Since I kissed your soft, little cheek
And inhaled the baby scent from your hair
As you peacefully lay asleep
Unaware that when you woke
Mommy would have been gone.

But I will see you again
I promise.

Because I can’t go on for long
Feeling the emptiness
In that corner of my heart
That only you can fill.

 

 

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2 thoughts on “Empty

  1. Huhuhuhu! Can’t helped it, am very much affected since i feel eli’s loneliness. I tried to fill in but can’t do that. Instead, i try to divert his attention to other things. I might take him to Timoga one weekend for him to enjoy the cold water.

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